Silly me, I forgot to post these lyrics… The song always made me think of Katie. No hidden message here, no subliminal attempt to convey my thoughts about anything like those of us who never truly left middle school. Just lyrics.

MARILYN MANSON
“Spade”
The beauty spot was borrowed and
Now my sweet knife rusts tomorrow.
I’m a confession that is waiting to be heard.
Burn your empty rain down on me
Whisper your deathbeat so softly
We bend our knees
At the altar of my ego
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there’s still traces of me
in your veins
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there’s still traces of me
in your veins
All my lilies’ mouths are open
Like they’re begging for dope
And hoping
Their bitter petal chant,
“We can kick, you won’t be back.”
I’m a diamond that is tired
Of all the faces I’ve acquired
We must secure the shadow
Ere the substance fades
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there’s still traces of me
in your veins
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there’s still traces of me
in your veins
And we said ‘til we die
And we said ‘til we die

We’ll talk one of these days. Just not tonight. ;) Sleep well you crappy, lying world, tomorrow I might just toss you into that trench with all that molten plastic and melted aluminum.